bohemianmaybes's Xanga

well hallo hallo again

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 20:25:31 GMT

i havnt written in well over a year

so much has changed

i have a daughter named Ophelia Paige

so beautiful!!!!

im stuck in Montana

never again free to do as i please

to leave on a whim , to be

impulsive and foolish , to search

for something ill never find

sad i know but

she's so beautiful

-cin

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 11:55:37 GMT

ha more pictures

sorry to disappoint but i just couldnt keep the blonde hair

it looked to horrid with this short hair

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 03:24:28 GMT

sometimes i start to think that i began and ended with you

cliche as it may seem sometimes it believe it petty infactuation confusing even

the most naturally focused of minds

fuck i dont even know what im writing

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 07:10:42 GMT

We all wander from day to day constantly looking for that permanent fix; final satisfaction when the journey has finished. Only recently have I realized the road will never cease to continue. There cannot be a light at the end of the tunnel if the tunnel does not end. And even knowing this I seek still; as do you.

Monday, July 04, 2005

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 21:23:57 GMT

lost in thought

we are all the same in the end

ive never deserved you

she said of me a porcelin doll

thats shocking!!!

bitch please

its all a blur

i miss my hair

Friday, June 24, 2005

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 05:02:50 GMT

Hallo dolls!!!! if you get the time and energy check out my sisters Xanga and say Hi. im sure shed appreciate it. ill post more later.

www.xanga.com/my_hooves

ciao !!!!

-cin

Monday, June 13, 2005

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 12:13:28 GMT

selling my mistakes on the discount rack discarding them one by one keeping a cheery disposition after you spit in my face knowing ive probably done it to you they say she made one mistake one mistake theres no such thing as one mistake its forgeting to say im sorry leaving you behind typing a falsehood speaking my mind telling you i loved you chewing on one nail we keep on selling them for half price but they will never go away

ehhh sorry about that my lovelys i was kind of just ranting and so on and so forth so pay no mind to my mixed up jingle jangle. im sitting at wendys right now working as usual bored out of my mind and slightly unexplainably heartbroken its 6 am now so wendy will be home shortly i went to montana this weekend and saw my mommy and eric monster which was quite fun eric sang me hedwig and journey songs and michael did my mothers hair we were there for two hours and i could already see how much everything changed everything always changes on me i want to bang my head against a wall and get amnesia

hmmmm ok well ill write more when im not so delirious tata beautiful people

ciao dolls!!!!

-cin

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 09:51:58 GMT

how can i be sure that youre really gone when i see you getting coffee and at the grocery store and youre devestatingly beautiful and i walk toward your loving arms but at that moment disheartening moment you leave for the check out line and disappear.

<<<<<<my lips

Monday, June 06, 2005

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 11:49:13 GMT

Hallo all you dolls. i have some new pics. Please no laughing!!!!! i know they are horrid.

im not in the mood

if i closed my eyes id see you

day dreaming

super star style

ehhh i dont know what this is

meow

my hideous hair

seeing double

Friday, June 03, 2005

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 08:10:00 GMT

another walk down memory lane

i loved you like a mother

another tear into the glass

she cried and held me closer

another crack in the sidewalk dear

told me we were made of sugar

another morning blows away

the past is now our master